Friday, October 12, 2007

well, have been blogging lesser and lesser, due to no time to blog la.. nothing much really happened this few days.. as usual go sch everyday to study, and have to get prepared for my week 5 test.. got 2 test in week 5, which is AE&E and AP chem. oh ya.. on mon, need to tell teacher e topic tat i am doing, still haven find..

met up wif yan teng and koo jee on wed, we went orchard cause yan teng say she wan to buy clothing.. but we didnt see any suitable one.. had alot of fun chatting, we might b going swimming every week together.. yeah!!! den in e evening went for YEC meeting..

today MIP lesson was damm boring.. e teacher can teach 2 ppt slide for 1hr.. keep repeating wad he say.. den i played game in his lesson.. most of us was not listening, but got take some notes down.. his lesson is really damm boring.. den dear fetch mi after sch, cause he was near there.. den went cc for meeting by shi chang.. as usual i was playing game.. i dunno y i really cant concentrate on today meeting.. i jux feel like playing and talking onli.. den after meeting dear send mi home, at e same time send ying ying, kelvin and jia jin home 1st..

tml gonna to SYC for studying meeting, going to meet chu zen 1st, cause i dunno how to go.. den today kent and shen long talk to mi, they say nv see mi in plaza sharing veri long le.. den i told them u can see mi tml.. den they thought i not going.. haix.. must prove to them i really got go.. yeah!!!

it seem like as e days goes by, i am getting further and further away from my siblings.. after reading my sis blog, den i knew tat they booked ticket to go for holiday and they didnt even ask mi whether i wan to go anot.. actually, i didnt know tat they re going for holiday, but heard from my grandma talking.. i really find veri meaningless staying at home.. i rather stay outside e whole day den jux come back slp.. if i can choose, i rather stay by my own, but i am not 21 yrs old yet.. shall wait for 3 more yrs.. maybe by myself is e best thing for mi.. i think i dont even understand myself well.. i onli like to think but i dont like to say out.. everyday i will have to find something to occupy myself, but dear dun like.. sometime i think, e best thing is i wish i dun born in this world..

shall b e lonely person tml again.. after studying meeting, shall find one place to sit down jux study.. den in e evening maybe jux go for a walk.. no mood to go shopping..

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