Tuesday, September 25, 2007

didnt blog for a few days, suddenly really feel like blogging now.. cause i really veri fan now.. everybody seem angry of mi, shout at mi and scold mi.. i think i did too many wrong things le.. even now i am crying when i am blogging..

dont really wan to blog how my sch this few days, jux feel like blogging cause of all my unhappiness... everything seem not right for mi.. i dunno also.. maybe i this is wad my life is for e rest of my life.. cant blame anybody, y my life is like this.. have to blame onli myself, y i want to live in this world..

i wanted to study, but e chem teacher is making mi so stress, he teach so fast, i cant even really understand wad he teaching.. maybe have to blame myself also, cause i am a slow learner, need alot more time to understand a thing den e rest.. tat y my classmate understand but i dun understand.. studying alreadi making mi so stress le but there is still other more things to worry abt.. i dun feel like studying, cause need alot of $.. anything tat involve $ make mi mad.. i wanted to go for counselling section, cause i think i got alot of problem, tat y i always get scolded.. but going counselling need $ again.. how to go... i really dunno how am i going to carry on my life as e days goes by.. when can i have e life tat i wan? in e next 100 yrs, 1000yrs, 10000 yrs?? i really dunno..