Friday, January 16, 2009

Went to cc to settle some stuff on wed, so at the same time i had a chat with joanna. After we are done we actually went over to min min office cause joanna ask me to see her office. Went there and we had a chat for awhile. Maybe sometime what they say is true, i should go out often and see more things. I think they have been trying quite hard to get me out but after so long i still cant. They actually ask me to go out with them next friday, at first i reject them due to some problems and they dun want to listen to me and no mattar what i have to go. They actually say we should meet often b4 i go shanghai, actually i not going for very long too but can say that is one of the longest days for me.

Wanna thank them for everything, giving me advise, helping me, want me to enjoy life etc. I am so glad that i have them as my friends. Suriani actually ask me out too, she is also going to meet me b4 i go for shanghai. Cant wait for the day to come and i am going out wif suriani, verlyn and joanna, not sure if we are adding any more pple in.

Really glad to see hyder happy face, he is really a nice guy, i guess such a nice guy like him is so rare in Singapore now. Really hope that the both of them will stay happy forever and this is what i told them always and at the same time really care for their concern for me.

Is coming to a yr and something i have yet to forget. Got say by so many people but that doesnt change me still. Can anyone teach me how am i going to forget? Should i listen to them and just find another person. What happened if i find another person and i still cant forget?

Did not go for the yec retreat cause i really not in the mood to have fun yet, did not work for this weekend, decided to go out study and at the same time go shopping alone.

School have been really tiring and stress that i just cried. I actually regretted coming to SP with my standard i should have gone to TP. SP is really a killer and from the word SP, it means poly, but the lecturer nv treat us as one. Giving us all the JC stuff, giving us all the stress. I felt so stress and i am always struggling to just get a pass.

I skip gems today cause janice not going so we decided to skip for one time. After school went to meet the OITP teacher. Went to library with faizah to wait for jackson and wen kai gems to end. After that we head of to Vivo city for a walk cause i guess we really need some time to de stress ourself. Only the five of us went, me, faizah, jackson, wen kai and leanna.

Had alot of fun playing and chatting, didnt manage to get a new yr clothing yet guess cause i am also not in the mood to celebrate everything so it doesnt mattar whether i buy anot.

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