Friday, April 18, 2008

End of 1st week start of sch, there is still many weeks more to come.. talking abt studies sometime i really feel like giving up, cause i really cannot take it.. Sometime i ask myself back have i really choosen e wrong course.. but this course, future not bad.. maybe tat is wad i wan, earn as much as possible to take care of my siblings.. like someone told mi this, i can just give up my studies and go work..

rest my mind in e afternoon awhile b4 i actually meet kelvin in cc.. study and did abit on my tutorial.. maybe i am rather busy tat i do not have e time to catch up wif my friends.. meet gao yang at mac and he gt someone he like.. didnt talk to him quite long too le..

Went to help out in e citizenship, was doing some notes tat i fell asleep and my pen drop den i actually woke up.. am i tat tired?? shi chang ask mi whether i am gd in chemistry? wad i can say that although i am in chemistry course now, but my chemistry sux..

had a bad runny nose and gt the feeling going to have sore throat soon le.. went to have supper after citizenship.. omg, miss y2 and cass.. yea, i agree that is a long time since we really sit down together and have a nice chat le.. everyone is busy wif our own things.. went to blk 85, together wif ee sheer.. had a gd talk wif Ee Sheer.. our mind think alike, was actually finding a playground wif swing.. I love to swing.. cannot really close my eyes while enjoying e air at night.. sing etc.. our 2nd place is East Coast, go there enjoy e breeze there, shout out wad i am feeling right now.. all this things i prefer in e night.. 'there is no more light bulb'.

e guy actually sms mi today and talk lots of things which i dun feel like replying back.. i am speechless, dunno wad to say.. but for now no one can actually replace the person in my heart, although i find myself quite stupid after seeing lots of things..

the moment went i reach home, tears drop due to some reasons.. can anyone tell mi whether am i stupid? to avoid thinking of more things i actually kept myself so busy tat i felt so difficult to breathe..

Photos:
Xin ying and alvin.. so sweet.. i always want a bf like alvin.. my dream..
Xin ying and xin ci.. they look alike???


b'day cake tat alvin actually prepared wif xin ying family..

Family of Guides... Miss and love all of you!

Guides Family

Mi and Xin ying

Hannah

Audrey.. my beloved mei mei, although we re in e same sch now but we rarely met each other.. thankx for all e laughter..
Ying Chee.. you have been my best friend too, since sec 1s when we were in guides.. had lots of time with you..
Cui Fen.. Lovely friend.. Miss you lots..

Geok Teng... my another beloved sis..
Syahirah

Testing out of cake, was actually making it for someone.. it just made mi feel so upset, after planning lots of things..
Thankx gals for actually accompany mi.. i am looking tired..

yan teng.. my sec best friend... miss you too.