Friday, February 16, 2007

[HappY b'daY gerAld and berNice]
[tiRing daY and sad]


well.. woke up early.. den bath and change into my working shirt .. den after tat went round e whole place to look for sweets.. cause yesterday my aunt ate 1 sweet and say she like it.. so i went to look for it.. but couldnt find it.. den went for work..den after work went home to bath and change and rush down for meeting.. ah.. haven even rest.. felt veri sleepy today..

today meeting per normal.. lots of things to take down.. after which they were divided into their own individual grp den i was juz sitting beside steven.. den he went to see e msn emoticon.. den some of them was nice and funny.. den steven save it.. den steven send all to jinguang.. so fun.. was keep laughing at e emoticon.. den after meeting celebrate bernice b'day...bernice is so touch cause she thought no cake for her and we all 4got her b'day.. den after tat went home.. 1 thing i realise today.. i have been eating onli 1 meal a day for this few days..

was actually quite sad today..dunno is it so many days didnt talk to my sis.. she is getting colder to mi.. haix..actually wanna sort of talk to her and share some happy happiness.. but everything jux gone.. actually b4 meeting wanna ask her accompany mi go buy things den she say she tired so nvm.. den usually during chinese new yr my bro and sis like to play fireworks..so i told her tat i buy den she say mi back.. den during meeting wanna talk to her nicely but e way she talk to mi was...den after meeting i went to buy something to eat at pasar malam cause haven eat.. den i bought her fishball cause she like to eat.. but e tone tat she talk to mi was damm fierce.. den she say she didnt wan to eat..i was really damm sad.. i cried.. did i do something wrong?? truthfully i really scared of my sis.. i always listen to her.. like i wanna go NTUC to get something den she say dun wan to go so in e end i didnt go.. i hate to b e eldest in e family..how i wish i will b happy today chatting wif my sis.. but in e end she treat e rest better den mi..

many pple are waiting for chinese new yr to come.. but i am not.. chinese new yr will not b a happy day for mi..alot pple will like start asking your parents nv come.. somehow i dun feel like having reunion dinner tml.. cause i dun see reunion.. it is juz another day of disasters.. i HATE chinese new yr..

wish aLl of u a hapPy chInese NeW yr.. gueSS it will b a gD daY for aLL of u..