there is more pple today, more tranieer and more FD leaders..is so crowded lolx.. and i got a new tranieer cause she was having her A lvl last week so couldnt come..today training was tiring again..all e strething..and my traineer is damm funny lolx..haix..have to practice after every lesson all e steps..and i must practice e last week steps and this weeks step..omg..i scared got STM den 4get all..den i know a few friends today again..den after all e steps tat we have learnt.. e last batch of FD came down and play game wif us..and we sing FD song too.. and we got our FD chief to tell us meaningful things..den after tat finally we could go home..and i am so tired..
haix..3 yrs is getting more and more difficult to pass.. cause many yrs back i am still small so dunno much thing...but now i am growing up le i understand so many things..and things tat happened last time kept on appearing in my dream.. i am so scared and i cant slp everyday..if this goes on i am going to have sleepless night.. whenever i close my eyes, i will began to see wad happened last time..is so scary.. i wish i will nv close my eyes until i die.. how??? i really dunno wad to do..how can i not close my eyes??? i cant survive anymore wif all this sleepless night.. and human being need to slp..i really dunno wad to do le???
den now my friends father is not feeling well..have to go for therapy den her mother is also weak..den she looking for job now..den she scared if let her father discharged nobody can look after him.. i think i shall go down and take care of her father 1st..since i am not working now.. den will see how lolx..
patrIck cAmera
JessicA hp
posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 10:55 PM
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