Sunday, September 10, 2006

woke up early to do housework b4 going out...after finishing all e housework went to my aunt there e market to buy breakfast eat cause i like to eat e food over there..den took bus to my mother house..den while watching tv i fell asleep lolx..think too tired le..den afternoon went out wif my mother friend and e children..1st we went to clementi big bookshop cause wanna buy something from there den shop shop there 1st..den my mother friend children nv been to tampines mall b4 so they wanted to go so we went..cause they stay at holland so didnt go so far to shop..den tampines mall having Istean sale..so many pple at tampines mall lolx..didnt walk long cause so many pple got headache..i have enjoyed myself playing wif them..hehex..den after tat went to meet chee meng and jin guang at tecc..but jin guang didnt turn up cause he was sleeping..den chee meng ask mi to go wif him to meet michael and alex also cause they wanna discuss abt e stalls thingy...but i was too tired and tml i got practical test so i didnt go..today is also my god-son b'day but didnt celebrate for him..think i got no mood for everything..

tml have practical for physics and chem at 9am..so tml dun need to go sch so early..yeah!!den after practical can enjoyed le..

i did something veri wrong today lolx..when i walk to e market i pass by my aunt house and i stood at my aunt house downstairs for abt 30 min thinking whether should i go up to check if anything happened..but in e end i didnt go up..cause i was scared and i dun wan to go up alone.. i dun wan this thing to spoil my mood e whole day..den when my aunt come back something really happened..haix..i should have go up so tat i can report 1st..y didnt i go up??my aunt health also not veri gd and still have to worried so many things..but i cant help..because of this things happening recently i cant slp everyday..i really hate myself..if i were to leave this world now i wont b leaving peacefully..i hope nothing will happened again..but it nv came true..things have been happening one after another..i cant even leave happily..